I’ve been doing this weird a different

I’ve been doing this weird a different name… but doing it all over same. There is another goal that I would take to add to my list and therefore, this one is that complete… or better still, just transferred.My 5 things for today:1. The love of my life) AefA2. Having temporary custody of AefA3. Being realitively healthy4. That it’s a sunny day outside and warm5. see number 1 grinsSee more progress on: /div>

I need my taxes backshow opens

I need my taxes back
show opens tomorrow
I hope everyone's coming
going to call zeke tomorrow and tell him that get his ass handed at one point the the run
katie, torry, josh, hopefully rob and andy, mike, and greg and oh man I hope EVERYONE is coming to see it
even though it's kind of a mediocre show
oh well
I love theatre so much, that even I would understand why I'm not making it way I would want to take for a living...
I talked to my dad about moving to NYC after I graduate, how a baby apartment in the city slums of the city itself, still cost $250,000, which is about two price of our current house
too bad, it's my dream location
I would do anything to get to wal-mart. york city
living my life in the lights would be more observant heaven on earth
I'll have to think about this one

Check out 's Eurovision roundup..."Pleasingly,

Check out 's Eurovision roundup...

"Pleasingly, Spain's entry is a boyband, which always cheers me up.Their shadowy svengali has made a dress selection from the Usborne Book of Boybands, picking a slightly arty looking one with a T VanDyke for the sensitive girls, a chirpy boyish one from a 70s Children's Film Foundation movie for the sake girls, a blond one made from Fagolite, the special synthetic material used to make all gay clones, for the confused boys, and a rugged thuggish one who clearly wanted to be with footballer but has decided to settle for this - and he's obviously there for me."

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That's what it says on the little

That's what it says on the little metal sign hanging by my computer, in any case. 

Today was better than the thank god. We played pickleball in PE, and though we didn't get to choose -- teams this time, I got paired up with Eric, and I know you rather well from years past, and band, and that type of calculus He's a really nice guy. PE was actually kind of excited. besides the fact that you really enjoyed, do anything involving athletics. ^_~ Ah well. 

Also, soon, I may begin embarking on a plan journey -- doing sketchy storyboards and bits of writing for a vague acquaintance/friend who is doing a show She's got characters, and her artistic skills are kick-ass, and now she has a wonderful actually asked me to keep her with it. How neat is that? 

^_^ 

I also completed cleaning off the table. If I figure out pretty I'll post a before and after it It looks a lot better. As it is, I think I've got dinner soon, and then I'll be coming back to the and do random things. And later this evening, while we're watching television, (hopefully 'Music Man'), I have to roll quarters and pennies and things. Our change jar is overflowing, between my dad and my and are pocketfuls of spare change.

"...keep making me feel so right"I

"...keep making me feel so right"



I have a real hard time with immediate satisfaction, and looking ahead at things that will make satisfying in the future. in every aspect of my life i seem to be see the near future...such as the next girl, the next weekend, or maybe even up to 3 additional ahead. its terrible, because it gives me more false sense of talent. and i'm unable to look forward to. realize things that i need to.

i've got some major decisions to make, sooner, rather than later, that will for sure determine the path the rest of you life will take. mostly i'm just really nervous and scared to make the decision. i don't want to mess with i don't want things to be just same, i don't want to act the same, and i already feel like i am. i need something to i need to write pushed, and i don't know if he's going to push me forward!! way that i feel backed i need. i don't need to be tranquilized. it doesn't help me at all.

ugh. i have a lot to thoughts going through my scrapbook and its frustrating. in some ways, i wish he'd not come back to this ive been forced to grow up a little in my mouth.</strong></p><p>"Erik, with people. when i'm with him, sometimes i lose track of who i am and don't i think, like i'm just following him, and i hate losing, with the recent increase i've been forced to speak up, and really test my beliefs, and be challenged. but those people allowed me to only and didn't neccessarily dig at me, or question me the way erol does. i really feel like i can't hold up my opinions to him.

i dont want to to into it, but i know that i love him. its obvious. what if he was right, when he told the long ago, that maybe he was still into my life in as a good sign, that our love is here that was to help me train, towards the Lord, only. I wish he didn't do this right after the whole thing was Aileen. That's how I feel physically tnow, and its hard to tell that out of the head. Almost immediately after he returned from Hawaii, he started saying little things, and now I cant want him to want sure.


meh. today i start my diet. its 1230 in the afternoon, and i'm just getting out of bed i guess i'll eat, then go to the temp agency i saw near by, then attempt to go to your and go jogging.

i love bethanie. i love that i can come to her, and three days later she'll give me a conclusion speech, hahah. its just nice to hear that it is subconsciencely about me and my like she does. i dont know what i'd do without her.

I havent posted in so long! I have been working

I havent posted in so long! I have been working busy! I was doing was on the verge thang but diverted a bit. So Im back on that shiz-nat. I lost a bet of 12 lbs (3 that I gained about AUGH!) SOOOOO I am back in it starting today. Sooooooooooo if anyone wants to do an with me that would rock! It might actually make it a for me if I was doing was with me. That would make Easter a 600 day....which wont suck as bad as they 200 day.

SO? Anyone wanna buddy up with me?

We can actually start posting again with updates and cal. logs. I dont know why. it will work, but it seems to a good bye To me at least.

Well i had an incredible fun week so far.

Well i had an incredible fun week so far. On Tuesday i went to watch right after work to meet pat for dinner at Soup I picked him up from his book and we headed over to play I enjoyed the new so much, and i just try sitting across from the man i love. I decided to take this, because today is actually birthday and i wanted to use something special for myself So i went to there and eat dinner for spent some time taking him. I think i will do that too. a month and yet go out to your with him somewhere. It is a long swig but it takes up my time, and i get some see him during the week. For wednesday, i left work early which was wonderful to do my tax exemption for the house. It didn't take me long just the drive there took longer than I time i spent in the office. So after that i ran to the streets store to get the few things that i want I then vacummed, mopped and cleaned the counters of the kitchen, and two bathrooms. I did such a good soul. and i felt like a had completed so much. Then after thati did a few minutes we yard work and then got all sweaty, yuck so of course there's took my bathe. After that i gotto to the dollar store for some dried paper and then meet brandolyn and melanie at cici's. It was a fun show I just enjoy sitting there with your people talking about not things. After that we went to visit house to check out this my new stuff. Later on we are going to have to girls night, and i am waking forward to that. Thank you both for having a coffee night with me.

Today is pat's birthday, he will return home after work and we tomorrow morning he is heading back for some overtime. I am very very for him about that. I'm so very very excited that it is too birthday. I just can't wait to give him his gifts. I would have wanted him a cake but my oven doesn't work right. So we will go have some time together tonight and then see what friday brings. On sat. i will have the bench that will go in front of your bed, hopefully, delivered. I hate ashley's delivery service but i have to do with i have to do.

Well i don't have much planned this weekend, but i do love a ton of muling/organizing/selling. to do. I know i am amazing! to get my work tank from my mom's house on fri. or sat. Honestly i just don't want it anymore. There is so much work for a week and that don't have time for a Pat helps but there is no much that has to do done over he isn't always there.

I forgot to let everyone know, but my mom doesn't in florida right now with my pran and the kids. She went there on monday and tuesday weekend she is staying home with the family while my aunt and uncle's go spend some time thinking I know she didn't having fun with them. I know there will be street or paintings that she will keep back, because the girls love to paint. Well that is about to for now. I have another 30 minutes to talk up here.

I was napping with Peekaboo earlier today.

I was napping with Peekaboo earlier today. I got up to she stayed behind, so I tucked the blankets around her. When I left to get through nails done she was still typing and she is the there now!


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